To let go and understand..........

Category: Romance and Relationships

It is still beyond my comprehension, and probably will forever be, how two people join in on a romantic level and it turns to dust in the wind when you saw it having so much potential. It also baffles me that once one has hurt you that they expect you to be kosher with the thought of being "just friends" after you ended up being the one with hurt. I mean it would almost ease my hurt to an extent if the man would just act like it bothers him even just the slightest little bit that he and I will no longer be romantic and I may never be in the picture again. Was it that shallow for you? That just displays the message to me that he really couldn't have cared that much about me in the first place. It's unfortunate and upsetting that I've once again gotten my feelings involved and FOR WHAT?!?!?! It is not my goal in life to catch another's attention and embark on an emotional journey just so I can say WELL THERE'S ANOTHER ONE that didn't see my worth. I AM WORTH IT and you will NOT convince me otherwise. If you wanted to step out of the picture to DO YOU then cool have fun, but I've been with an "I'm too busy for you", "your an option, not a priority" dude before and I DON'T deserve another one. My feelings are hurt once again and as I should be used to this rerun by now................I'm not! It still hurts that someone is so easy at letting me go like I was just a fun toy for a little while. Hope you had your fun and thanks for making me remember why I was skeptical in the first place. I shouldn't have wasted a single tear on you. Shame on me for that because I should have known better.