Category: Romance and Relationships
To all of my friends and family I thank you for your support through this hard time I'm goin' through with my broken love. I loved him with all my heart and I do hope one day he will realize how great we would have been together and I was worth the sacrifice but when that happens I will hopefully be moved on and happy with someone that wants to be my everything and have me be theirs. The heart break will be with me for a LONG time but as the days pass by it gets a little easier. I have been reminded again through this pain that I deserve ONLY the best from a man. I haven't shed any tears in about a week now which is an improvement. It takes everything in me to get him and the break up off of my mind but I am a little more successful each day. So this is an update on my emotional state. It is better and I will remind myself every day that I am a Strong, Intelligent, Independent, Worthwhile, Beautiful woman that someone one day will recognize. Being single isn't all its cracked up to be and the men hitting on me and tryin' to get at me tends to be annoying right now to me, but I guess fresh meat on the market is appealing so I guess I haven't lost my appeal in the dating scenery.
Again thank you to those of you for bein' there for me through this.....you know who you are and I am truly grateful for you.
Thursday, January 25, 2007
Wednesday, January 17, 2007
How could you?!
Category: Romance and Relationships
How could you be so easily over this and moving on to the next broad like I was a temporary feeling to you? How could you even be thinking about getting into another relationship so soon? How could you act like this doesn't break your heart any more than losing a penny out of your pocket? How could you sit there and continue to be an asshole when you are making me hurt and cry? How could you be so selfish? How could you not fight for the love we had? How could you not care about my feelings if you loved me? How could you go on pretending that we didn't invest any time, love, emotions, and effort to make US what we were? How could you show me again why everyone told me we shouldn't be together? How could you show everyone that I was a fool once again with you because I believed in OUR future together? HOW COULD YOU?!?!?!?!?
How could you be so easily over this and moving on to the next broad like I was a temporary feeling to you? How could you even be thinking about getting into another relationship so soon? How could you act like this doesn't break your heart any more than losing a penny out of your pocket? How could you sit there and continue to be an asshole when you are making me hurt and cry? How could you be so selfish? How could you not fight for the love we had? How could you not care about my feelings if you loved me? How could you go on pretending that we didn't invest any time, love, emotions, and effort to make US what we were? How could you show me again why everyone told me we shouldn't be together? How could you show everyone that I was a fool once again with you because I believed in OUR future together? HOW COULD YOU?!?!?!?!?
Thursday, January 11, 2007
As tears fall down my face.......I realize a relationship is gone.
Category: Romance and Relationships
As each tear falls down my face I wonder if it was worth it. Was love and is love worth it???? I put SO much of me into one man and what I get in return is tears falling down my face, a broken heart, and more bitter feelings about male compatibility with myself. Is there a man out there for me? Is there a man that can fulfill every part of making me happy that I expect? Why was I such a fool? Why does my kind heart always get this disappointment, this anger, this sadness, this lack of love, and a broken heart. I am sad and torn. I'm looking back at 11 months...........were they wasted or was it just another test to make me feel so down that I would learn to know better in the future? Will I ever be able to see the right one? Is there a right one for me? Last night me and Justin broke up and I loved him SO much but it wasn't enough for us to last as long as I had anticipated or hoped. I AM HURTING, I AM DISTRAUGHT, I AM BROKEN!
As each tear falls down my face I wonder if it was worth it. Was love and is love worth it???? I put SO much of me into one man and what I get in return is tears falling down my face, a broken heart, and more bitter feelings about male compatibility with myself. Is there a man out there for me? Is there a man that can fulfill every part of making me happy that I expect? Why was I such a fool? Why does my kind heart always get this disappointment, this anger, this sadness, this lack of love, and a broken heart. I am sad and torn. I'm looking back at 11 months...........were they wasted or was it just another test to make me feel so down that I would learn to know better in the future? Will I ever be able to see the right one? Is there a right one for me? Last night me and Justin broke up and I loved him SO much but it wasn't enough for us to last as long as I had anticipated or hoped. I AM HURTING, I AM DISTRAUGHT, I AM BROKEN!
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