MY ROMEO

Gentle and kind he is to me,
Thoughtful and careful he practices each day for me,
Love and loyalty he gives to me,
Patience and time he knows are worthy of me.
Hugs and kisses are not provided in vain,
There to provide security amongst the rain,
Though times get tough, he sticks with me,
Because he knows that with me is where he wants to be.
No broken promises, no forgiveness bought,
With every step he takes, it is I that remains in his thought,
When he hears my name he smiles with favor,
Because no one can cause doubt, no word, no hater.
Anyone can doubt the love that grows stronger with each day,
Irrelevance to those, as it shines brighter than a sun ray.
He is mine, I am his, unwavering and true,
There is no obstacle that will ever stop us
on our journey from each beautiful view.

My #1 HATA

It must be tough for you each day you wake,
as the first thoughts you have must be of me, before you bake.Its got to be tedious making up shit to say bout me that ain't true,
'cause you spend so much time bein' consumed with me, we all know now, ain't nothin' new wit you.
If you'd spend less time with ya mouth bein' on ya bullshit,you could spend more time down on ya knees doin' ya job, suck those dicks, then spit.
I laugh at you 'cause you can't seem to stop, each day you fabricate a new story, however the jokes gon' be on you one day when ya hoe ass end up on Maury.
So keep on ya hatin' ass job, you a trip, ain't nothin' changed....ya can't make a hoe a housewife now try that out for starters, its gon' hesitate comin' off your lip.
Now take that REAL TRUTH and suck another dick.

Defeating the Foe

There's a lot goin' on in my life, and though not all good, I'm determined to keep my spirit healthy. Believing that everything happens for a reason helps because even though I might not quite understand it all just yet, I know it was meant to happen no matter how horrific it may be at times. I've been challenged to remain ME at all costs, and though that sounds like one of the easiest tasks, I find myself in places in my life, unplanned and unpredicted, that will cause you to feel like being the person you strive not to be for the safety of your own integrity, and others........I'm determined not to fail the test and become 'someone else' that causes detriment to my spirit no matter how tempting the possible outcome may be. Reminding myself daily that no matter what I hear, words mean nothing to me, words are but a mere possibility of fact, but not guaranteed as worthy of heart's trust. Like momma told me recently, "sticks and stones, Berachah".......such a simple phrase with such a big meaning. I will remain the wonderful, always improving and growing, individual I am. The only one that is able to truly bring me down is MYSELF, no one else. With the strength of God, I am able to overcome anything in my path. After all, I really do have better things to do then worry about people that are NO LONGER a part of MY life. In the words of Kevin Hart.......backspace....delete. lol

Hatred sparked is hatred spread quickly.....

Once a form of hatred has sparked it has the opportunity to be spread like a fatal wildfire.......not ending......relentless to any reasonable thought, love, mediation, or common sense that comes to extinguish it. I was speaking with a friend last night and we were talking about recent events that have caused a rally of more people reaking havic on my name for fabricated reasons unknown still, and in thought, wondered why it seems with age and wisdom (for most that actually mature past high school) that when someone is dimeaning someone's character for reasons that are usually unjustified that it seems to be almost like a hurricane or a storm rather than just a rain storm like back in the day. My theory is the millions of ways that social communication makes it extra easy for it to be a public endeavor rather than before when you didn't have as easy of access, if any access at all, to social networking/media. I absolutely love the freedom of speech and the fact that even as times have modernized, that we have so many ways to voice our opinions and thoughts and it's for all to see if we want it to be. The only problem with this is that all the hatred that stems from whatever and about whoever is nothin' but a click a way.....you can upload a video......post a status.....publish a blog....launch a website......air a newscast.....publish a book/magazine.......send an e-mail......send a text message......there is a plethora of one step away opportunities that have been created for both good and bad people to socially voice themselves for any and all reasons they see fit at any given time. There's typically no logical thought or 3-step process (Listen ->Think ->Speak) that takes place before you click the button, and after you click the button it is like a magical wand that 80% of people want to get their hands on for the power it can possibly exude in their lives. Comment here, share this, forward that.......all forms of potential retaliation if in the hands of the bad people with a little or lot of hatred or possibly just socially odd or out casted......creating potential explosions rather than just stones in the road to trip over. I kind of miss the days of simplicity......."telephone".......point and whisper........spread a small rumor to your little group of friends.....make a spiteful/disgusted face.....create a march for a cause.........those had an effect but nothin' like it is this day in age. These days if you aren't strong in mind and you have access to witness all the hatred spreading, whether it is about you or someone else, you might not mentally or emotionally make it. It isn't easy to ignore hatred this day in age, but you must be strong, know your worth, be sure of your actions being true. Don't fret because no matter what stories are fabricated or blown out of proportion about you to benefit someones hatred, you are YOU, and you have the option to continue being YOU or become a person that stoops down to their levels and lose who you are in the end.