It's sad that bein' nice and helpful can get you treated so bad.

Category: Friends

It's so sad that bein' nice and helpful to certain people can get you treated and talked to so badly. I try to be the type of friend that people can come to and lean on but when your leanin' is causin' debt and stress in my life there's a problem. I don't think anybody likes to be taken advantage of but I always seem to be so blind to it. Does that make me a fool or does that just make me too nice? I feel like I may have a fo real bad judgment defect in my brain sometimes. Maybe my nickname should be "gotcha sucka" because it seems like certain people can drain the life out of you and then after they screw you over.....you know that's what their thinkin' in their head.....GOTCHA SUCKA! It's also sad to me that a friendship can be so petty to certain people. I have been there and been there and been there for a certain someone and he has ALWAYS taken advantage of me and in my foolishness of thinkin' he'll get his act together, am put in a predicament. It's sad to me that he's so easy to throw a friendship away over something SO SMALL and disrespect me so badly over something SO SMALL. I thought our friendship was deeper than that but it is quite apparent to me now that no TRUE FRIEND will ever say to you the things that I have heard said to me today and no TRUE FRIEND would ever put such stress and predicaments in my life. I feel truly foolish for helpin' him out for so long and I feel extra foolish that I did it for nothing not even a friendship that is salvageable. One day he will look back and realize what he's lost........a TRUE FRIEND.