Movin' on and the games that are played.

Category: Romance and Relationships

I don't know what it is about the whole movin' on process that is SO daggon hard sometimes. Its like you have it set in your mind that you are DONE and that you deserve better and he was an asshole to you anyways so why should you care and thats it BUT then you see that your once significant other is movin' on and you wonder how it is that he moves on so easily, and how he calls her like he used to call you, and compliments her like he didn't hardly ever compliment you. You can't help but to be a tad bit curious what the next offers that is makin' your once significant other so interested as he was into you at one point. I can't even front and say that it doesn't bother me a lil bit that HE is talkin' to somebody else because I would be lyin'. I can't front and say I'm not offended at the cute lil things she says to him and the lil ringtone she now gets because she is now special to him. It hurts to see that. And yes I do feel sorry for her in a way because I know she's got him now and I know what she's bout to go through wit him and for that I sympathize but no matter what I say and do I will tell him, her, and anyone else that asks that when I say I am THROUGH.......its not just words and hot air comin' out my mouth its thoughts and feelings from the heart. So from here on out the games that are being played, the smart and spiteful lil remarks are OVER because I am not doin' myself a favor by continuing to express that I care. To him and her its a victory that I still care and that all that crap their doin' bothers me. Your victory is over. From here on out I WILL BE VICTORIOUS. It is I that has found a man that blows him out of the water and for that the movin' on process is so much easier to see what I was missin' out on while I was settling for things not good or meant for me.Things will be as their supposed to be. SOOOOOO good luck to "her" and him because you'll need every bit of it.