As tears fall down my face.......I realize a relationship is gone.

Category: Romance and Relationships

As each tear falls down my face I wonder if it was worth it. Was love and is love worth it???? I put SO much of me into one man and what I get in return is tears falling down my face, a broken heart, and more bitter feelings about male compatibility with myself. Is there a man out there for me? Is there a man that can fulfill every part of making me happy that I expect? Why was I such a fool? Why does my kind heart always get this disappointment, this anger, this sadness, this lack of love, and a broken heart. I am sad and torn. I'm looking back at 11 months...........were they wasted or was it just another test to make me feel so down that I would learn to know better in the future? Will I ever be able to see the right one? Is there a right one for me? Last night me and Justin broke up and I loved him SO much but it wasn't enough for us to last as long as I had anticipated or hoped. I AM HURTING, I AM DISTRAUGHT, I AM BROKEN!