Wednesday, February 16, 2011

Romance's Sensitivity

Around July last year I found myself in a situation with a friend of mine. Even though no "terms or limitations" were set out, I didn't plan on feelings or really anything coming of it, I was just going with the flow. I knew I had a great time with this man and just hoped for more good times to come. After more time had passed I found myself really liking this person and that having feelings for this man. I didn't plan it but I realize that as much as I've felt in my past that you can put a guard up or maybe even a time limit or block up on your feelings that this time I had no control. I was feeling and wanting more than just a friendship and it was totally throwing me off. We spent a lot of time in 2010 together and so many new experiences and priceless, good times. Even though I think in the end his feelings didn't flow like mine or get to where mine did grow, I know he cared about me, made me smile, and was a positive in my life, and I don't regret any of it because I shared so many good times and I believe it had a purpose. I found myself questioning the depth of my feelings for another person who I've found myself falling for over the years. There are no words that can express the way I feel but I believe he knew/knows and that is all that matters. Romance's sensitivity will take you on a journey sometimes that you will find refreshing and surprising. I'm glad we can still be friends through it all and my favorite quote between he and I through it all....."you can't quit me!". LOL *inside joke*

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